Well yesterday was one of the scariest nightmares I’ve had.. I tried to wake up but that’s when I realized it was a reality. My dear brother suffered a massive heart attack & he’s hospitalized Please lord.. You CAN NOT, and I repeat CAN NOT take my brother away from me & my family.. He has two small children and they need their “papa” I’ve told you many times you need to take your meds and go to the doctor but you’ve blown it off so many times and look at where it brought you ;/ I vow to myself once you get outta this OUR whole family will be making a healthy life style change.. Anyways my brother is stable right now but of course he’s not his normal self .. It kills me that I have to see him hooked up to so many machines and tubes… Lord.. Let my brother open his eyes and be able to talk walk and be the same again just give him his one more chance he deserves.. Anyways can everyone please take time out of your day just to say a little prayer for my brother randy.. For a speedy recovery. I can not imagine life with our him… Thanks everyone and have a blessed Sunday.